Not my usual perky self...but trying to see the silver lining.

Yesterday I had cramps unlike any I've had in a very long time. I imagine it's due to actually having what's appearing to be the start of a normal cycle...but dang! Combine that with what I suppose is a surge of hormones, I've been emotional and very self-critical. I was pretty useless and felt guilty about being useless. I know it's not my fault, but that's just how I felt. While the cramps subsided today, the emotional ups and downs are still making the day a little rough. I've been getting little to no sleep for the past week and have been running on fumes. *sigh*


The silver lining I'm clinging to:

If I'm correct that my cycle is finally settling into some semblance of normality, then I might start ovulating for the first time in a long time. Of course I'm trying not to get my hopes up...but gosh it's a nice thought.